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THE FIRST FOUR MONTHS

by NEGATIVE BLAST

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1.
Been living in a rut, getting on with getting off I've been feeling fucking done with everything and everyone and now you're talking, talking, talking and it don't mean a fucking thing to me! and shit's getting me all up in my head I swear to God I'm on my final thread, LET'S GO YOU'RE FALLING DOWN DON'T YOU FEEL LIKE GOD THEN YOU'RE FALLING DOWN DON'T YOU KNEEL FOR GOD THEN YOU'RE FALLING DOWN DON'T IT FEEL LIKE "GODDAMN!" ...and now you're talking, talking, talking and it don't make no fucking sense to me! and shit's getting me all up in my head I swear to God I'm on my final thread, LET'S GO YOU'RE FALLING DOWN DON'T YOU FEEL LIKE GOD THEN YOU'RE FALLING DOWN DON'T YOU KNEEL FOR GOD THEN YOU'RE FALLING DOWN DON'T IT FEEL LIKE "GODDAMN!" What about me..? What about you..??
2.
COLD WALLS 02:20
Paralysis after dark: a long way from the top to the bottom. Cold walls; impulse; no sensation. No fucking memory...I can't see anything "If you can pretend not to remember maybe it will cease to exist" Did you know the cost of the benefit outweighs the cost of the risk? Why...are...they... WHY ARE THEY STILL FOLLOWING ME? ...again and again Paralysis after dark: one mirror image. No entrance. No exit. White noise in my eyes "I can feel the sound it makes! I can hear it staring at me!" and you pretend not to remember and so I cease to exist and now the cost of the benefit outweighs the cost of the risk... These eyes dart side to side to corners of my mind ...a smile like tiny little knife tips up and down my spine ...a light outside my door imaginary voices petrify my headspace ...following me Why..are...they... WHY ARE THEY STILL FOLLOWING ME? ...again and again
3.
PURGATORY 54 02:09
Touched by the sun We gonna hand you a hammer or get you a gun, let's go Walked on the floor, like the "Welcome" mat at Mom and Dad's back home Home, sweet home. All alone. SAINT IN NAME PLAY THAT GAME YOU LIVE AND YOU DIE Close your eyes, baby boy, go to sleep Gotta wake up nice and early cause you know that motherfucker ain't cheap! Human race in a fallen state Bunched up like fucking rats in a cage No time for love Only time to work and drink and sleep and fuck Good luck, little brother, good luck You're stuck! SAINT IN NAME PLAY THAT GAME YOU LIVE AND YOU DIE IN DEBT FOR LIFE WE OWN YOUR TIME YOU SIGNED THE DOTTED LINE PRAISE THE LORD, ANOTHER DAY
4.
MILKINHUNNY 02:59
You're making/raking/faking/chasing digital dimes Cashing out two weeks of P.T.O. just to walk on plastic water Captain abandoned the ship Your dopamine boutta dip You didn't come all the way here so you could float around Swim faster, son Did you think this shit is everything you've ever wanted? Did you think for once that something ain't right? Let it go Don't it look so good? It's everything you've ever wanted Don't you feel you can't shake that something ain't right? Tell me, what did you expect? It fucking is what it is You either get it or you don't, it's a "hit" or a "miss" and no matter the pond, there's always a bigger fish Methamphetamine or morning coffee got you stuttering And when it burns, it burns so fucking cold Work to live and pray that death comes quick And you're so lucky to be here Aren't we lucky to be here? And don't we all want to die here? And everyone is so dead inside... Did you think this shit was everything you ever wanted? Don't you feel you can't shake that something ain't right? DAYDREAM YOUR HEAD FULL OF LEAD MISLED. MISLED. MISLED. MISLED.
5.
The sun looks different from here Up there, it must be so nice It doesn't take too much for me... The sun looks different from here Down here, it's all black and white Up there, it must be so nice It doesn't take too much for me You're not much different than I.. The self is a lie... I WANT TO TAKE EVERYTHING THAT YOU LOVE I WANT TO WATCH IT ALL TURN INTO DUST I WANT TO FEEL WHAT YOU SHOW ON YOUR FACE I WANT TO KNOW HOW IT FEELS How does it feel..? What is it like...? How does it feel...? "The self is a lie" I wish I knew what it's like Nothing can ever be wrong Where the sun always shines A fucking beautiful life! I'm tired of being alive I'm sick to death of your kind A smile to prove you were right "You're welcome back anytime!" I WANT TO TAKE EVERYTHING THAT YOU LOVE I WANT TO WATCH IT ALL TURN INTO DUST SO WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME WHAT IT MEANS TO BE NOTHING...? One-hundred miles off the bridge Watch his body floating up from the water Relaxing day in the sun... A smile on his face as you zip up the body bag

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HARDCORE PUNK from San Diego, CA

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released November 11, 2020

AL : Guitars
PAT : Bass
RAIN : Drums / Vocals

Recorded September 2020 at Sunsick Studio, San Diego, CA
Engineered and Mixed by Alex Jacobelli
Assistant Engineer: Tommy Garcia
Mastered by Brad Boatright at Audiosiege in Portland, OR
Album Art by Stacey Nixon

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Getting on by getting off.

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